I’ve been through so much emotionally, physically, and financially the past few years but since I’ve been moving on with my life from the past, I’m slowly picking it back up. I have a wonderful girlfriend right beside me that keeps my head straight and is there to support me with whatever I needed support with. I realized my old hopelessly in love self is gone. I never really do the same things I desperately did before. I don’t know if it’s a good thing… well maybe it is. A sense of security has finally filled me. My girlfriend always knew to give me reassurance. She picks up when I ask questions. She knows the que. I do the same thing with her. She hates to admit but we are both damaged souls, mine more intense than hers apparently. But she’s right. She’s never been married, just engaged to her ex boyfriend. She always made sure I knew that I was in her future plans just as I made sure she was in mine. My doubts left my mouth slowly. I’m so happy to have found someone that cares for me as much as I care for them, maybe even more. Our anniversary is coming up within a few days. Let’s see what our life has for us in the future.
